I suck at keeping this up regularly... If anyone actually looks to reading this blog. my bad. Sometimes it is hard for me to face facts which is really what this blog forces me to do.

I have been seein'/hangin' with this fella since i would say September. We have a lot of traits in common. He is from the windy city, a place i have yet to visit. he is younger than i and talks quite often of his goals and aspirations. i am inspired by his spirit and enthused by his ambition. i think that i have stopped thinking about the relationship aspect with him per se (mind you i said "i think"). i can say that i am interested. i still want that someone who is into me. ONLY! Maybe it is just today. i am so blah. my phone is missing and i am having blackberry withdrawals. so maybe i am just tired and don't really care at this moment. i think i put to many descriptors in this post. this one is easily identifiable. is anyone reading this? hopefully not. kinda.