uhh... i received a knock at my door this evening and there he was. the man who disappeared from my life. why am i still smitten? am i a glutton for punishment? i would normally get all flustered and emotional. but time is truly a healer. he knows he f'ed up royally. i was nothing but good to him. and there he was at my doorstep this evening. i was calm and i stood outside and talked with him for a while. basically he needs someone to take care of him. he told be he has high blood pressure because he is not eating right or working out. physically he looks well he does look like he could eat better. he actually was waddling a bit not in an obese way though. ahhhh.... this man! taurus that he is. all stubborn and bull headed. it was out of the blue that he came today. the cards made no mention of him that i can recollect. he smelled good. damn. i still smell him.