ooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! it has been a long time but i need to stop kidding myself and be real. i must blog on the regular it always feels so much better when i let it out ;). SO... here is something i need to let out. i have recently been accused of being condescending (for lack of a better term). boy did that take me aback. you know in psychology when you study perception and there are about 5 different ones. one where people see you, you see yourself and family sees you... etc, etc... i can not remember the theory exactly. well this year i have been put in front of a mirror that stings. i have always thought myself to be a caring and loving individual. i have always been sarcastic and if i don't like you i don't get down with you but i would never blatantly be like i don't like someone. i just wouldn't be all fake and in their face. anyway before a long story gets longer. i have been accused of being particularly condescending to men. EVEN worse... if i am then how the hell will i ever get a man. shit! now what do i do? do you mean to tell me i have been turning the brothas in about face all this time. couldn't someone have told me this before. so, i take it to the high council on all things kim... my ex-boyfriend. (who knows me well we were just not meant to be) the high council on all things kim has informed me that i can be condescending (yet another mortal blow) and that it is not a regular occurence UNLESS someone is a downright ass hole. so then i begin to think again and find some truth to what he is saying. it is true that if you are an asshole imma get in that ass and it might come off as condescending. but back to the man thing... as long a common sense prevails it is nothing to worry about. the high council on all things kim informed me that i had to get in his ass once or more times cause he said some dumb shit. SO then i did not feel so bad because i realized that this could translate across the sexes and not just men would feel the condescention ( it is a word now!) so i am not doomed to be single for ever!!!!! WOOOOHOOO! so all that read this... brothas i am available and i promise to be uncondescending (yes that is a word now too!) if you just give me a try. i am cute and cuddly. but don't get me vex cause i will condescend if provoked!

muah in buxomdom,
me

i love music so this would be so ideal... http://ipods.freepay.com/?r=18678812 i was in pentagon city and the mac store was so close but so far away from my pockets... oh woe is me... i hope that i can get it for free.

as a buxom woman i like to feel just as beautiful as my slimmer counterparts. i also like to hear that i am beautiful and sexy... often. i recently found a gentleman that is extremely accomodating in that regard. he mirrors what i feel. i really enjoy being with him. he not only makes me feel sexy and beautiful but intelligent and important. i am glad to meet someone who feels the same way about me that i do.

on the other hand he is attractive, intelligent, just as sarcastic as i am, tall, spiritual, supportive. i dare say he possesses a lot of the traits that i look for a man to have. am i ready for that? HELL YEAH!

yours in buxomdom,

well the year is well underway and things are poppin. it is 2005! i am not going to make any promises to myself about blogging regularly because i have done that in the past a obviously don't stick to it. so... i will continue to be myself and just do it when i get that strange notion. today is wednesday. i was supposed to go to bally's for my free introduction. i have not been doing to well on my Discovery fitness challenge. i need to lose 2 lbs by the 24th. i am not sure that will take place between now and monday. last night i was supposed to go to bootcamp but did not so i was dancing it up at cafe mawonaj doing the house music aerobic workout. i am much better at freeform dancing than dance classes. i am sure that more things are worked out in a formal dance class but i think there should be a freeform dance class with a dj so you can get your workout on. hmmmm... may need to consider doing that. cause you can really get a work out with house music that is for damn sure. ok i'm out!

buxomly yours,